Joy vs. Happiness

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This past week I have been feeling down in the dumps. Not every moment of every day, just a lot of them. I tend to allow other people’s actions to affect my mood, and this week was no different. I do not think I am depressed person or even have an awful life. I am well aware that things could be worse. I have my health, a wonderful husband, great friends and family, a roof over my head, money in the bank, and so much more. I am also the King’s daughter. I am so blessed.

So, what’s the problem then?

The problem is that I depend on circumstantial things to bring me happiness. I have been listening to podcasts from my old church, and the message was on the pursuit of happiness. During week three’s message there was a lot of great points that have been stuck in my mind.

This message has made me realize that I need to really get with the program. Life is too short to be upset over insignificant things. Life is not about circumstances making me happy. It’s not about always looking towards the future and thinking “Once _____ happens, then I will be so happy!” It’s about being content and joyful in the Lord and where I’m at in the present.

Presently, I am in Charleston, SC with my husband. This is where he grew up and is where I moved in January 2009 to be closer to him. It’s no secret in my household that South Carolina is not my favorite place. I grew up in Louisiana, have lived in California and Texas, and I can say with confidence that I strongly dislike SC. The location itself is pretty, but most of the time I feel alone. I just haven’t found my niche. I know that we will not be here forever, but while we are here I need a new outlook. I need to appreciate my surroundings and the people in them.

So that’s what I am going to do. I am going to dive deeper into my Bible and fill myself up with the Word. I am hungry for more information and am seeking the Lord’s goodness. I want to be joyful, and not just happy! I know that I am where I am supposed to be for the time being, and there are things that God is trying to teach me. I am ready and willing to be taught, and to be joyful.