We are definitely entering the homestretch of this pregnancy! With 9 days left until Gavin’s due date, the excitement around my house is getting pretty high. Keith and I are very anxious and any little pain or Braxton Hicks contraction is gaining tons of attention. So far, nothing has been serious. Both of our hospital bags are packed, I am officially finished with the spring semester (YAY!), and there isn’t much for us to do but wait.
My baby sister arrived in Atlanta Saturday night and we’ve been talking a lot about my big belly and my hopes for a natural birth. She is on board with my plan and I am thrilled. After hearing so much negativity on the topic, it’s nice to talk to someone who actually believes in me. 🙂 On Sunday, we experimented with a belly cast and I have to say…I love it. Keith and I now a personal piece of art that will be a reminder of Gavin’s home for his first 9 months.
While Gav’s nursery isn’t what I envisioned, it will do for now. Until we know where we’ll be living in a few months, there isn’t much of a point to painting, decorating, or setting up his crib. (By the way, we heard back from the company that Keith interviewed with and they will be calling on Tuesday to discuss the details!!!) For now, Gav has a bassinet in our room and a bassinet/play yard in his room.
Every time I walk into his closet and see those tiny diapers, my heart truly melts. I am beyond ready to meet my son. I always thought that I knew what love was. I know that I love and simply adore my wonderful husband. I know that I love my God more than words can describe. But, the love that a parent has for their child is a different kind of love (so I’m told). It resembles the love that God has for us, His children. And it is a love that I am slowly becoming introduced to. Once that little body is placed in my arms and I look into my son’s eyes…everything will be complete. Oh goodness I am already tearing up just thinking about it.
I cannot wait.
It’s going to be the most magical moment of my life.