This past month has been a so strange, and for the most part I’ve felt a bit lost and confused. I think this is what they call grieving. Experiencing the euphorhia that comes with discovering a pregnancy, followed by the heartbreak of losing that child a few weeks later is draining to say the least. I’ve withdrawn from life…
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Heartbroken
The news I’ve feared came true on Monday. My doctor called an hour before my appointment to let me know that my hCG numbers had dropped from 55 to 28 in two days time, and that this was unfortunately a miscarriage. All the bleeding I had Friday, along with the “large clot” I passed was…
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Waiting For Answers
The Christmas season has always been my favorite time of year. The birth of Jesus, lights and decorations, the gift-giving, family and friends…I’ve loved all of it forever, and it’s only fitting that I married a man that changed my last name to Christmas. But…this is why I am so completely blindsided by what has…
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Party of 5
It’s been a bit quiet around here, and the beauty of it is that I’ve felt no pressure to write. Creating this new blog space allows me to write about what I’d like, when I’d like, instead of feeling the need to post a few times a week over at My Dolce Vita. Like the other…