• 2015

    December 31, 2015

    This past month has been a so strange, and for the most part I’ve felt a bit lost and confused. I think this is what they call grieving. Experiencing the euphorhia that comes with discovering a pregnancy, followed by the heartbreak of losing that child a few weeks later is draining to say the least. I’ve withdrawn from life…

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  • Hayden

    December 14, 2015

    It’s been a week since the loss of sweet #3 was confirmed, and while this week has been the hardest of my life I am finally feeling the calming peace that can only be provided by the Lord. I’d like to say that I’ve handled this whole thing with grace, but that would be a complete…

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  • Heartbroken

    December 9, 2015

    The news I’ve feared came true on Monday. My doctor called an hour before my appointment to let me know that my hCG numbers had dropped from 55 to 28 in two days time, and that this was unfortunately a miscarriage. All the bleeding I had Friday, along with the “large clot” I passed was…

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  • Waiting For Answers

    December 6, 2015

    The Christmas season has always been my favorite time of year. The birth of Jesus, lights and decorations, the gift-giving, family and friends…I’ve loved all of it forever, and it’s only fitting that I married a man that changed my last name to Christmas. But…this is why I am so completely blindsided by what has…

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